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Name: Katrina
Birthday: 2/11/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: God, singing........HIM...
Expertise: Letting HIM hate me. Man, I miss HIM. And of course...singing.


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Member Since: 1/20/2005

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

Sweetly broken, holy surrender...

The giant questions fill my mind
I've shut my eyes I'm going blind
To all that you have in store for me
But it's because of you that I am free

I hold tight unto this worlds lies
Hopeing that with their words I will not cry
Help me share the truth of who I really am
To you, my God, who's holding my hand

I wake in the night, broken and torn
I look up to my helper and there I scorn
As if it is he who has broken me
When I give up and I choose not to see

Oh the light come find me in the dark
I took a wrong step, so now is your part
Hurting inside I can't run to you
Cause I sure as hell "know" what you're going to do

Drifting away my heart wears it's cast
Far far from you I'm trying to last
Blood stained wrists and sobbing face
Right now, oh Lord, I need your grace

Ready or not here you come
To save me from this world of none
Sweep me off of my feet again
Searching no more I am whole again

I love you my God, my one true friend
Who holds open the door while holding my hand
Surrender my all, I ask, teach me to do
While I lay down my life and give it to you.


Sunday, April 16, 2006

You've Got It Bad For Him
For better or worse, you've always got your friend on the brain.
If he digs you too, this could be a very good thing.
If not, at least you tried! You've got to make a move and find out.
You might discover that he's been pining away for you as well.


Currently Listening
Bootleg to Benefit the Victims of Hurricane Katrina
By Marc Broussard
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David Crowder is my new found hero...

P-rom is coming up and I'm not sure that I'm that excited about that. Hopefully next year I'll be able to go with a good friend of mine...but it's only if I can talk him into not being ANTI-PROM!! urgness...anyways so yeah. I guess diaries are the only things that you can truly put your feelings on but then no one can read it...it's annoying.

Today is Easter. Yeah, I personally don't dig this holiday that much because it's not really that cool. Well the whole Easter Egg part. Anyways....

I'm going to be in jazz next year and I asked B-Riggs if we could sing with the jazz band. I think that would be super sweet. They're pretty good. The jazz band at school, that is. Well I guess I better go and I'll talk to you all later! Hasta Luega!!

*Pretty As A Diamond*


Sunday, March 19, 2006

Currently Listening
Restored
By Jeremy Camp
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Hearts

Sometimes I wonder why people get offended so easily. I'd like to apologize to Zack. I didn't mean to start drama. I honestly didn't think that he ever came to this blog...so i felt that i could put my feelings on here without him knowing. *shrugs*. It happens I guess. Thank you Jesus.

Katrina


Sunday, March 12, 2006

Currently Listening
Never Take Friendship Personal
By Anberlin
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Over one year!

So it's been over one year since i've updated this baby...I guess I can make this one all dedication to secrets...and true heart to heart feelings...the kind that I have all the time. So lets see....Zack Low replied....like a while ago...man, he replied when i was going out with him. I wish that I didn't still love him. If I could I would take everything back and do it just how Jesus wanted me too. Everyone agrees that me and Zack would've gotten married if it wasn't for my selfish and lustful acts of pleasure against him and myself. Most of the time I want to cry. Zack told me that he doesn't WANT to be my friend anymore. I was crushed. But i guess it's good knowing that so that there IS a reason for us not being friends. Zack if you ever read this...I love you and I always will. You can call me stupid and ignorant and foolish--but I'm not. You only say that because you never loved me anyways. You never know what you got until it's gone. Good bye Zack...until heaven I guess. Maybe then you'll be my friend.

If only he could see how much i have changed....then maybe, just maybe he'd be mine..."Till Death Do Us Part". But until then, I'll wait......

And wait....

For my beloved.

Katrina Marie



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